What he means to do and what you let him get away with are two different things.
How many times do you think I had to chase his ass down when he sprinted off on me? I've lost count.
[He reaches over to rub Q's back, lips pressed in a wry twist. Redbull is replaced with Rockstar and damn if his implants don't give a damning clack against the metal when he offers it over.]
Tell him what you see in Wesker. Tell him why you trust him. And don't say it's unconditional because that won't help your case.
[McCoy flicks the hood back down without preamble.]
Write up debriefs. Do them the way Jim does, rambling, detailed, stream of consciousness but honest. Put it all out there before people start suspect'n things.
[He shrugs. Some things he'll force treatment for. The contents of one's mind? Not his place to screw around with.]
Worried and frustrated. I finally get things settled with Jim, and this happens. I would like just one goddamn day where someone isn't having an emotional crisis. Make nice with him if you can, if you can't? I don't know what to tell you.
Meaning you stopped wanting to cure it between now and the last time you spoke- or when we spoke the first time you only cured it the once and the entire process is still pretty goddamn hypothetical.
[This is McCoy, horribly unsurprised.]
Information you could've shared when we had the conversation the first time, kid.
...something else it would've been useful to know- seeing as clones we're supposed to be immune for one and- shit.
[He feels fine. He should be fine. But there's no goddamn way he can tell how it's transmitted and it's going to hurt like a sonovabitch but he pulls the tweezers from his pocket anyhow and plucks the implants from his finger and thumb, shoving the silicone medigel plugs in place instead.
Losing Mo'cawa is a little like going deaf and colorblind.
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He shakes his head at the Doc before he lights. Don't even. ]
He's mad. He's too mad, Doc. I saw in his eyes -- he could float bourbon they was so ice.
[ And...cloud. ]
You think he's gonna come to kill me.
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[His hands are very carefully nowhere near Q's neck as he says that. He raises a brow to the blunt, but says nothing.]
I think he's going to burn his bridges.
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[ He lays his arms across his knees, sighing. ]
I'll never be mad at him. For what it's worth. I fuckin' understand where he's comin' from too often.
[ Toss that fucking red bull across the floor. ]
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How many times do you think I had to chase his ass down when he sprinted off on me? I've lost count.
[He reaches over to rub Q's back, lips pressed in a wry twist. Redbull is replaced with Rockstar and damn if his implants don't give a damning clack against the metal when he offers it over.]
Tell him what you see in Wesker. Tell him why you trust him. And don't say it's unconditional because that won't help your case.
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I don't do that. He goes off, he comes back when he needs me. Aye-aye, cap'n.
[ He slumps over this can instead. But his scarred fingertips run over the logo covetously. ]
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[ Visions of sunglasses dance through his head. ]
Well, almost everybody.
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[A statement, not a question.]
Questionable actions beget questions. You mean well, but you don't think about how you're coming off.
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[ Q tugs his hood up. See? ]
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Write up debriefs. Do them the way Jim does, rambling, detailed, stream of consciousness but honest. Put it all out there before people start suspect'n things.
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[ He taps his temple. ]
ADHD.
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[ Q crosses himself. ]
Bless that Hikaru. She's gonna' make someone a keeper someday. I'll work on my communication skills.
[ Whooooo, that far-away look. ]
Long as you only mad because you worried.
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[He shrugs. Some things he'll force treatment for. The contents of one's mind? Not his place to screw around with.]
Worried and frustrated. I finally get things settled with Jim, and this happens. I would like just one goddamn day where someone isn't having an emotional crisis. Make nice with him if you can, if you can't? I don't know what to tell you.
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[ Q drinks the blunt deeply for a moment. ]
We need to talk.
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[This is McCoy, horribly unsurprised.]
Information you could've shared when we had the conversation the first time, kid.
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[ Hood back up. ]
... In my way.
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Communication skills, remember?
[Hood back down.
Q might notice McCoy didn't have to use his hands to do that.]
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[ Tugs his collar up around his ears. ]
Anyway, I have it. The Haze. Don't worry, I'm aiight. It doesn't really affect me.
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[He feels fine. He should be fine. But there's no goddamn way he can tell how it's transmitted and it's going to hurt like a sonovabitch but he pulls the tweezers from his pocket anyhow and plucks the implants from his finger and thumb, shoving the silicone medigel plugs in place instead.
Losing Mo'cawa is a little like going deaf and colorblind.
He doesn't let it shake him. Much.]
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Smart man.
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